DG4:The forty-fifth SUNSET

　　"If you pay close attention,

　　"Maybe you can hear the sound of the monsoon,

　　"That's what I couldn't say every summer."

　　Take Chen Ruanruan as the main perspective

　　[The extra chapters are all from Chen Ruanruan's perspective]

　　How can the length of the rainy season fluctuate easily?

　　It's just that when I was with you, I hated the rain under the roof for being so short that I couldn't keep my happiness.

　　When I miss you, you can only hide in a small rental house.

　　Staring at the sun and rain outside the window through the mud-stained glass,

　　I want to wear it.

　　Just like when you were,

　　It's still raining in my heart.

　　It's raining in the name of missing,

　　It's just that the original sun is not in the dark sky.

　　Chen Ruanruan and Ba Xuan haven't seen each other for a long time.

　　In the midsummer of 2013, she almost didn't recognise Ba Xuan in the crowd at the airport. The fate between people was really wonderful.

　　Chen Ruanruan was not ready for the reunion, but Xuan Aotian suddenly appeared. In the years after the separation, it was false to say that there was no miss.

　　Xuan Aotian was so decisive when he left the land at the beginning. In the past few years without Xuan Aotian, Chen Ruanruan has experienced a lot of things. Life and work have hit the wall everywhere, and his relationship has also stagnated. It was Xuan Aotian's decision to break up rashly at the beginning. The more I miss you, the more pathetic I feel.

　　——Longing to find happiness in a little bit.

　　But Chen Ruanruan has no way to solve the fact that he still loves her.

　　In that year, Chen Ruanruan broke up with her family and rented a single room to live alone outside with the money saved by Mao Niang, a makeup girl. The rental house in winter is very cold, but the radiator is still broken. She was still shivering with the cold wrapped in three quilts alone. But she doesn't regret making the decision to run away from home.

　　She has never mentioned her original family to Xuan Aotian.

　　But maybe Xuan Aotian should be able to guess.

　　Chen Ruanruan's family is very rich, but the family still lives a mess.

　　Parents have an empty mind to do business, but they are often suppressing and controlling in education. That's why I was created such a bad and gain-losing personality.

　　When I was with Xuan Aotian, Chen Ruoruan had already gone to college, but mentally, I was still a child who lost power. By Xuan Aotian's side, I tasted the taste of being favoured for the first time, so she gradually learned to rely on Xuan Aotian's infinite tolerance to make a price.

　　But in the end, Chen Ruanruan still didn't understand what he really wanted. Chen Ruanruan often felt that he was a parasitic tree, with roots climbing on the proud body, nourishing Chen Ruanruan's withered soul with a mature mind.

　　Chen Ruanruan took the relationship with He Xuan Aotian so much importance that he did not allow any slippage, so he was angry with her and apologised to her, messing things up again and again.

　　Finally, one day, Chen Ruanruan realised that it could not go on like this any longer. Before Xuan Aotian was completely disgusted, maybe it would be a better choice for me to leave first. Therefore, Chen Ruanruan ended the relationship in a hurry. Maybe the way was inappropriate and indequent, but Chen Ruanruan also wanted to force herself. Only when she left Ba Xuan could she have the courage to become a better person. Later, she worked outside alone. On weekends, she worked part-time to take care of makeup and customisation. Occasionally, she posted on the Internet and gradually accumulated some popularity. Later, she quit her job and worked as a full-time coser. Until this time, I met Xuan Aotian again.

　　When she recognised her, Chen Ruanruan's heart beat so hard. She wanted to say hello to Xuan Aotian, but she was surrounded by people.

　　I had to see her off all the way.

　　Maybe Xuan Aotian has completely forgotten Chen Ruanruan, and maybe she still remembers it.

　　But these are no longer important.

　　She just wants you to know that someone in the world has changed a lot and become more self-consistent and happier than ever before.

　　In fact, there is no such thing as love and being loved.

　　Maybe it's our best ending to miss it in the sea of people like this.

　　——It's enough for me to know that I still love you.

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