DG4:The forty-fifth SUNSET

　　"I thought we would have a happy ending,

　　"But now it seems that it is difficult to even have a decent ending."

　　"I haven't contacted you for a long time. How are you doing recently?"

　　Three years later, Chen Ruanruan summoned up the courage to send it again.

　　Chen Ruanruan found that their chat records had been blank for a long time. She clicked to open the avatar, and it was unexpectedly gray.

　　This account should never be used again, right?

　　Chen Ruanruan couldn't help thinking about what Xuan Aotian's life should be like now. She will be jealous if she is too happy, and she will be sad if she is unhappy. Is the previously officially announced boyfriend still around? Does she still remember that Chen Ruanruan ordered a cup of milk tea in those years? Xuan Aotian took a picture of her after taking it. The ice inside had all melted. It should not be delicious, but she still lied to her that it was very sweet. Even if you are so sleepy that you can't open your eyes in the middle of the night, Xuan Aotian will reply to the message in time and wait for saying good night to each other before he can fall asleep at ease.

　　But now Chen Ruanruan is lying in bed alone and insomniac.

　　The mobile phone is still hot, but the message of Xuan Aotian will never pop up again.

　　In fact, Chen Ruanruan has always been unhappy.

　　There was a drizzle in the first half of her life, and only Xuan Aotian was an umbrella willing to tilt Chen Ruanruan. She tried her best to get out of the dark rainy season, but when she turned her head, she found that she was in a hurry and too fast, leaving many important people and things behind.

　　Now she sometimes copies and pastes abstract copywriting, sometimes she quietly stares at Xuan Aotian's gray avatar in a daze, and sometimes she remembers that Xuan Aotian took her hand and walked on the street and passed by the crowd. She used to hope that Xuan Aotian would miss her like this, but now she hopes that you have already moved on.

　　The haze in life has dissipated, and the rainy season will not come again.

　　The feelings of those years were not publicised, and now is not the best opportunity.

　　Chen Ruanruan tried to overcome his narrow mind and sincerely hoped for the happiness of Xuan Aotian today.

　　Everything in the past is like a dream.

　　Chen Ruonrun misses everything in the past. She once sat with Xuan Aotian on the bench in the community and talked about what happened after marriage. I miss the people queueing up when I was doing the nucleic acid test. Chen Ruanruan was queueing up and listening to her on the phone with headphones...

　　She misses so much.

　　If someone wants to listen to her,

　　She can speak for a day.

　　Chen Ruonruan also doubted the importance of me in her heart.

　　She asked Xuan Aoren why, but what she got was Xuan Aotian's cold sarcasm.

　　She thought that they were destined to go their separate ways. After all, the two parallel lines were destined to intersect for a moment, and after missing each other, they would sail far away.

　　Xuan Aotian threw away a bracelet given to her by Chen Ruoruan a long time ago. The white fluffy skirt she wore on their first date had also disappeared in the closet and could not be found.

　　Xuan Aotian has found someone else to replace Chen Ruanruan, but left a hole in Chen Ruanruan's heart that no one else can fill except Xuan Aotian.

　　Two people with different essences are destined not to get together.

　　It's just how beautiful the things in my memory are.

　　The girls who live in my memory, that time,

　　How wonderful it is.

　　Chen Ruanruan wants to grasp something that belongs to the past, but the air in the past is the solid glue of today.

　　Frozen and untouchable.

　　The castle she dreamed of building also turned into dust in her own hands.

　　"I haven't been able to fall in love with someone again for a long time."

　　"I can't like you anymore."

　　The rainy season in 2011 is too long.

　　When will it end?

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