评《天团与皇冠》

天团与皇冠是在挺久之前看的了，之后还去补了戏骨之子长命百岁皇太子现在正在等视帝开文，每一次回顾天团都能发现不同来客串的角色，都有不同的彩蛋，真觉得挺好玩儿的，但是这本书我是绝对不会在二刷的。
这本在娱乐圈文中算篇幅很长的了，特别是在开始搞事业没感情线的时候，作者大部分笔墨都是去描写团员了，我觉得那时裴老师的镜头可能都还没有小池的多，但正是因为这个我爱上了corona。一心一意的追了这个团，追了七十多万字，梦醒了，解散了。
当刃刃再次站上舞台时，旁边的朋友都不在了。虽然他解放了，自由了，虽然corona六个人还保持联系经常约饭关系还是铁，但是大家一起住宿舍，练舞，写歌的时光再也回不来了，我想这失去的羁绊是我在这本书里最大的意难平了。
每一次看到之前corona的综艺，打歌舞台，粉丝应援等等，我都会想到他们六个人的结局。我知道他们不可能永远年轻，他们也有自己的追求事业等等，但我就是放不下corona，所以看到每一个corona的瞬间都会想到现在solo的刃，想到当时上了多少节目拿了多少奖红遍整个国家的歌现在在巷子里可能偶尔听一耳朵，而听的人可能也不会记得他们了。
我之前也追过明星，追过团，追的时候很快乐，很喜欢，但是没有一个是像corona一样的刻骨铭心。借一句南嘉学姐的话：会让你不可控地感到痛苦，才是喜欢。
reading this book is painful. At the beginning it feels repetitive, like they are trying to find new ways to one up themselves with another show, another song, couple that with the occasional messed up news stores and paparazzi it almost feels formulaic, with kids almost seem to perfect to be real. I guess I bit the bullet on this one, because corona was a fairy tale, and all stories have to come to a close. I think this is where all the long and winding descriptions come into play. We have seen how much effort these kids put into their performances and their work, we read word for word how their performances play out, how the fans and media enjoyed their shows, so when that fantasy comes to an end with the suicide, I cannot help but bawl my eyes out.
I think another brilliant part of the writing are the lyrics to the songs, as well as those random phrases ie 四逆四顺，八风不动。see these sentences have successfully Pavlovs dogged me into feeling emotional and excited (almost in a secret garden anohana way) so when they hit for one last time in that last performance, I could not contain myself. god I cry every time I look at those lyrics （I cry figuratively
I don't think ill be able to heal emotionally after this book. its been a year and ive read countless other books with the similar idol group concept, and none of them have me even feeling remotely the same way.
this book is not for everyone, but if youre in for a ride, buckle up and good luck, because your heart and your tear ducts will need it
这个评论就是我的一个碎碎念，就当是个树洞吧，纪念一下让我印象最为深刻的文之一, and obviously I have to rant in 2 languages because I simply cannot contain myself