letter to paper

Dear Paper,
I\'m a little reader of little paper. After watching Avatar, I was just ready to sleep. But I saw your announcement, then I worn my clothes, using my not good English to write a frank letter to you.
Actually I thought the \"Gay\" are disgusting in the past 21 years (yes, I\'m 22 now).When I first watched the \"BrokebackMountain\", I felt a little better, the two guys are so handsome. But I first realised the love of two men or boys are so fascinating when I read your articles. They have the brave that I am short of. I cried and smiled in your writtings. Last summer holiday, I began to know you through \"Tian Wang\". Then I couldn\'t stop my self to read more. I love Chong Lian and Xiao Huangniao, Lucifer and Michael, Ji Feiran and You Xin, Nangong Yue and Han Qing, and so on, including the guys who will occur in your articles. Furthermore I love Anan ahd Fussell too. But I most love you, the one who give this virtual felling into my deep heart. Every time they kissed, huged, or made love (hahaha), I just felt my heart beats so fast. The poinet that I want to say is \"I LOVE THIS FEELING\".
Every sword has two sides( I believe the dude who have College English Test Band 6 or 4 are so familar with this proverb, HOHO~). I don\'t care who hate you, but you care. I just know you let me know a writer can attract me to stay all the night to read her book, to read her thought, and to read the love. I just want to say \"Hey paper, I love the paper\".
I want you to see this comment, so I think writting in English is a good idea. I can\'t remember first felling that I read your book. But now, I just want to encourage you. If possible I want give you a big smile and huge hug.I know it is impossible, so I kissed the paper around my hand(HAHAHA).
FIGHTING!!!!!!!!!!!
PAPER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
\"YOU ARE A BIG BIG GIRL, IN A BIG BIG WORLD, IT\'S NOT A BIG BIG THING, IF THEY HATE YOU. BUT YOU DO DO FEEL THAT YOU TOO TOO WILL DISCOURAGING SO MUCH. DISCOURAGING SO MUCH...\"
\"YOU ARE A NICE NICE GIRL, IN MY LITTLE LITTLE WORLD, IT\'S NOT A BIG BIG DEAL, IF THEY HATE YOU. BUT YOU DO DO FEEL THAT YOU TOO TOO WILL ECCOURAGING SO MUCH. ENCOURAGING SO MUCH...Because you are in ‘PAPER BALL’ sea.”
GOOD NIGHT
KISS YOU
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