California Hotel

张虔把车拐入一条小道上，熄了火。路两侧种满槐树，槐树在马路中央交汇，地上落满了青白交错的槐花。暗香浮动。
　 马路左右是老旧的居民区，通过铁栅栏，能看到一层有几家闪着劣质灯牌的商户，打印店、美发店、小吃店参差不奇。
夜已深，没有什么车辆从旁边主路掠过，偶尔能听到从不远处传来的狗吠。隔着一条街，穿过天桥对面，耸立着一片摩天大厦，钢铁丛林在这暗夜里，狰狞俯视，吞噬光影，现代与老旧离奇交映。
他降下车窗，点燃了烟，烟雾弥漫，柔和了他的轮廓，他单手撑着额头，微闭上眼，鲜香的番茄疙瘩汤味道还停留在唇间，温暖了他的胃，顺着熨烫了整个五脏六腹，他看着橘黄灯火下，她忙忙碌碌在小小的厨房，洗手做羹汤，宁和美好，忽然有种一生一世的冲动。激烈的doi,熟悉的气息，温情的拥抱，让人心酸，他想要的其实很简单。三十而立，过去的九年，在他看来不过是成熟男人的一瞬间。经过生活的洗礼，打磨，沉淀，事业鲜花着锦，烈火烹油，年纪到了，结婚生子，儿孙满堂，直到两鬓斑白，垂垂老矣，回顾一生，苍白无力，泯然于众人矣。没有坚持自己热爱的电影梦想，没有迎娶自己心爱的姑娘，只剩下遗憾了！他为什么会爱上叶阳？他发现这个别扭的小镇姑娘非常有趣，老实的女孩看起来很好勾搭，其实勾搭了才发现，很难接近，她喜欢他又保持距离，决不占自己分毫的便宜，有着细腻的情感和生活的浪漫，生机蓬勃，向阳生长，冷酷的态度，迷人的性感。这真是新奇又矛盾，年轻的男孩对于这种忽冷忽热，琢磨不定，有种偏执的兴致和挑战欲，好女孩那么多，我偏偏爱上了坏女孩。冬天的恋人不怕冷，他的初恋始于冬天，他轻轻地吻她，她大约没被吻过，抵抗力很差，忍不住哼出了声，他便立刻有想把她吃下去的冲动………世事皆有代价，快乐的代价就是痛苦！
一根烟抽完，他驾车回家，夜凉如水，孤独如斯，他靠在窗前，看着寥寥几颗星子的浓墨夜幕，觉得疲惫，拿起手机，想给自己放一个悠长假期，他们都那么骄傲，时光流逝，青春不再，可是只要她回头，看他一眼，岁月便又重来一遍。人生就是一场说走就走的旅行，他带着她，带着完成一部独立作品的执着，对世界的诉求，奔赴德州与西部野蛮生长的牛仔，一同骑马打猎，开着皮卡，沿着一号公路美丽辽阔的海岸线，一路向北，享受久违的碧海蓝天，阳光沙滩，在闻名已久的加州旅馆inn hotel 疯狂做·爱，品鉴half moon bay日落时分太平洋的宁静致远，去天使之城堕落，星光大道打卡，迪斯尼游园，一起坐摩天轮，去环球影城看大黄蜂，去拉斯维加斯疯狂一赌，坐直升机飞越大峡谷，千尺悬崖，陡峭戈壁，鬼斧神工，万里漫漫黄沙，天际一线，橙红的晚霞，湛蓝的天空，乌金坠落，余晖燃尽，消逝在最后的地平线，在大自然的惊心动魄的美丽面前，每一个人是那么的渺小，他有直接的热情，他有壮烈的浪漫，他想拥着她，doi直到宇宙苍老，天崩地裂
On a dark desert highway
cool wind in my hair
Warm smell of colitas rising up through the air
Up ahead in the distance
I saw a shimmering light
My head grew heavy and my sight grew dim
I had to stop for the night
There she stood in the doorway
I heard the mission bell
And I was thinking to myself
this could be heaven or this could be hell
Then she lit up a candle
and she showed me the way
There were voices down the corridor
I thought I heard them say
Welcome to the Hotel California
Such a lovely place
such a lovely face
Plenty of room at the Hotel California
Any time of year (any time of year)
you can find it here
Her mind is Tiffany twisted
she got the Mercedes Benz
She got a lot of pretty pretty boys
that she calls friends
How they dance in the courtyard
sweet summer sweat
Some dance to remember
some dance to forget
So I called up the captain
Please bring me my wine
We haven\'t had that spirit here since 1969
And still those voices are calling from far away
Wake you up in the middle of the night
just to hear them say
Welcome to the Hotel California
Such a lovely place
such a lovely face
They livin\' it up at the Hotel California
What a nice surprise (what a nice surprise)
bring your alibis
Mirrors on the ceiling
the pink champagne on ice
And she said
We are all just prisoners here of our own device
And in the master\'s chambers
they gathered for the feast
They stab it with their steely knives
but they just can\'t kill the beast
Last thing I remember
I was running for the door
I had to find the passage back to the place I was before
Relax said the nightman
We are programmed to receive
You can check out anytime you like
but you can never leave
———— Hotel California by Eagles
深夜的旅馆很静，俩人安静的接吻。忽然电影中的杀人魔来到西部牛仔房间门口，毫无预兆的砰砰两声枪响，像巨大的漩涡，扑面而来，他看到盛超麻木的脸，空洞地笑声，哈哈哈哈，四面八荒都是讥诮，诘骂声，辣鸡，滚吧，垃圾作品，垃圾，…… 不，不是，他逆流而上，伸出手，猛然醒悟……
他抹了一把汗，心悸不已，打开台灯，床头柜上是一本书（一句抵一万句），精密的腕表放置在上面，折射冷光，他拿起来看了一眼，5点50分，窗外天空浅蓝，丝丝凉风，晨曦微露，黎明就至